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Tag: pain

  • The day I lost…

    Heartbroken. That’s how I felt as tears rolled down my cheeks. That pain I felt in my heart, as if my heart sank into a bottomless pit pulling me in endless darkness.

    When I realized something was amiss, it was almost quite late. Still I paced up, ran and almost sprinted to get a glance.

    I don’t even have a picture. Plenty of the both of us, but always in company of many more faces. Nevertheless the memories remain, etched in the mind, the subconscious and the conscious.

    Saw the world through you. Quite literally 🕶️

  • Burden of memories

    For all the years past, all the love lost and all the silence borne. I wish I could cry in your arms until the tears stopped flowing. I wish I could erase the memories sparing just the laughs. I wish I could ease the pain until only love remained.

    I wish I could find words to express. Courage to ask forgiveness. Strength to meet you. Intellect to rein emotions. I want to keep the memories minus the aches, the experience without the trauma and the faces without the words that were exchanged.

    In forgiveness I seek freedom. Freedom from guilt, ache, painful memories and all the sufferings related to it. For in my mind I am still the wrong doer who is out free and hence doesn’t deserve to be happy.